Ok.. sorry guys but I'm moveing.. I wanted to do it a lot earlier (like in June o_O) but I was waiting for someone to make me layout from my dreams :D and finaly that person finished it today :D I'm so happy :D and excited :D

so if you want me to add you again please leave a comment ^^

oh and I almost forgot to write my new username o_O it's ayako_in_love .. I know it isn't any better than this one but I think it suits me better.. because I'm always in love :D hahaha

I'm on HIATUS, so sorry for not commenting ^^' and I'll stay like this till the end of June (damn exams T_T). But I promis, that after that I'll try to be more active in lj :P

Gambatte! (I don't know if I wrote it properly ^^')

I hate myself. I hate that I'm so lazy and I don't give my best. And I feel bad about that. I really hate myself. I wanna be hardworking person and be proud of myself. But it's so hard to change... When I see how hard asian boys (like JaeJoong, Se7en, YamaPi, Kame and others) work I feel even worse ^^' It's silly I know, but I think that they wouldn't like me because I do (or not) only what I have to making the less effort I can :( It's so shameful ;( And going on course not from my dreams and which I'm not so interesting in that much isn't any excuse. I should work even harder! God! I hope I can change.. can I? T_T
And I admire dio_elaclaire :*

Sorry for that :(

In Poland because of 1st and 3rd May in this week are holidays :D So I'm catching up in dramas :P I watched Anego, Tiyou no Uta, Dragon Zakura and Kurosagi and I fell in love in YamaPi :D I can't help but have a really big heart and many pretty boys can find their place in there :D LOL

Anego... I really enjoyed watching it :P Jin ♥ The story reminds me of 'Sapuri' (even if Anego was earlier ^^') but it was better :D And ending was interesting ^^

Taiyou no Uta... It's a sad one but I liked it ^^' Erika is sick again ^^' but it's full of positive thoughts and give hope and strength :)

Dragon Zakura... YamaPi ♥ He's my idol now :D It's not funny like Gokusen but anyway it's nice too :) It's just different :P and Pi rocks :D and I like opening very much :D But I feel a little bad because they were studying a lot and I'm not :/ Baka Ayako is too lazy ^^'

Kurosagi... YamaPi ♥ again :P And he's so hot here *_* Ah! I just love him ^^' and Maki too ^^' It's really really great drama but it has no end, cuz how you can call this end? I'm sure there will be second season. It has to be!

Complain time :D
Even if I have free week I feel very lonely. Everyone has to study (and I should too) and they don't have time to meet with me T_T I understand it, but it's still sad.

Jin is LOVE.. Really. And he's sex :D Gosh! He's great dancer, singer and actor ^^ Go watch he's solo performances and you'll see (Musashi and haha and pinky) ^^ I love he's 'Care' and 'PINKY' *_* And he's such a dork and he knows English and he's BAKA LOL

Right now I'm watching 'Anego' with him ^^ and Gosh! He's so adorable and sexy and cute and innocent and baka and.. he was half-naked! LOL

So I thought that I'll share with you some of his pics I have :D cause didn't do it for a long time ^^' The last one was with my Hero :P
Warning - some pics are heavy ^^'
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oh! and welcome back in PL insaith :D

So I have new fandoms... I'm crazy 'bout KAT-TUN and NewS :D
Jin ♥ I'm happy that he's back from USA :D even if I'm just a new fan (for 4 days already ^^') In my opinion Jin is the best singer in KT ^^' and is the most handsome :P and Kame annoys me ^^' but I loved him in NwP :P As for their albums I like Best of KAT-TUN more than Cartoon ^^ and the Real Face concert is awesome! I love it ^^
From NewS I like YamaP, Tego and Shige the most :D Tego is so kawaii and has the prettiest voice and sings the best :P And still Cherish is the best their song :D
I wanna more videos with these boys ^^' Can you recommend me any programs with them (and it would be the best if it was with eng subs) and give me links (clubbox if fine with me :P)

I watched Star King with DBSK :D This show was great! Joongie was awesome and cute and funny and pretty as always :D And he kissed the snake :D I like snakes :P and he sang 'Happy Birthday' few times in different styles. I thought I'd die ^^' JunSu was pretty and cute too ^^'
And I finally watched Sports Battle on Channel-A with them and little sportsmen :) It was so funny :D DBSK acted so childish ^^' and Joongie the most ^^'
Oh! I can't help but love my Hero :D

Ok. Back to reality I have to study. On Friday I have test - emotion (I think it's Emotion and Motivation Psychology in English) :/ blah

edit:

But yesterday, we stayed at a Ryokan (Japanese style Inn) and then, with
Hiraoka-kun who plays the Mikio role, and Hamada-kun who plays the Tsuru role, we
went in the Rotenburo (bath) in the morning. A little before dawn, we were naked (Suppopon)
saying how nice it felt~.

When you spend time together naked, at once, your relationship becomes closer^^
It makes you feel, men companion is nice~. YamaPi

YamaP is baka hahaha. I won't say what I first thought when I read it ^^'

I have some problems with my parents so I won't be able to comment and post for a while ^^' Sorry.. but my parents still treat me as a little girl even when I'm 20 -_-' It's so depressing... I can't use Internet more than 30 min a day till end of June.. I don't know how I stand this.. but I have no other choice. blah. But I try to post.. Fighting!

I love NewS - Hoshi wo Mezashite PV :D It's so pretty and it looks like boys have fun doing it ^^ YamaPi is ♥ and what's the name of the boy who sings second? Sorry but I'm not into jpop so much and I still don't recognise all of JE's boys ^^'
Still loves Cherish the most :P

Eddie is ♥ He's so cute *_* Love his voice and pretty face :D I'm watching his performance on Love Concert on and on.

Today I sign agreement with mBank so I'll receive eCard soon and I'll be able to buy a lot of stuff :D Can't wait. Really.. It's so exciting :D

Ok. Have to end for today ;(

Haven't got computer for few days.. Something broke down.. but fortunately repair wasn't take long :P

It's Easter time so I have to do cleaning and cooking :/ but it's almost finished :P
I'm going to my grandma tomorrow.. When I was younger I loved to go there.. There's really calm and peaceful and it was fun for a kid. But now I don't wanna go there. I don't know why. Something has changed.. I know it's normal but still I'm sad about that..

I'm addicted to Evan's - Man can also be.. helpless... It's too beautiful and touching :P Even my sister loves this song :P and I wanna this socks (or whatever it is) the girl has ^^' They're so cute *_* hahaha but I'm afraid I can't buy them in Poland :/

Se7en's - Aitai single is awesome :D I'll definitely buy them when I receive eCard from my new account :P Can't wait for that. Gosh! I have huge plans :P hahaha (I'll buy a lot of DBSK's stuff - crazy fangirl :P)

Happy Easter!

I think I should write something ^^' Did you miss me?

So everything ends good ^^ And I'm really happy and exhausted ^^' Earlier I haven't felt tired but now all these sleepless nights and my hardworking through past two months come out ^^ So I'm trying to relax and have some fun :D

I went with my uni friends to the cinema and we watched 'Mrs. Henderson Presents' ^^' It's quite good movie ^^ After that we went to the cafe near Bunkr Sztuki and I drank warm advocate with rum and milk :D And it was sooo tasty :P

Oh and guess what it happened to me 3 weeks ago ^^ I saw HIM o_O I went to the Republica Cafe with w(i) and we have a nice chat.. and suddenly HE appeared. I was in a big shock. It was so unexpected and I didn't know what to do. I have been in love with HIM since 1st year high school ^^' It's been for 4 years... Nut HE didn't notice me ^^' and I was too scared and shocked to come up to HIM... And after HE went out my hands were shaking and my heart was pounding really fast ^^' And he's extremely pretty *_* I almost fainted when I saw HIM. He's really pretty even prettier than before :P And he looks even more like Joongie o_O
My friends are laughing at me that I like asian guys who reminds about HIM ^^' and you know? I think they have some rights in that :P LOL

And now time to fangirl :D muhahaha

I watched Honey & Clover movie :) I liked it ^^ It was beautiful and actors were good :)

I love Epik High - Fan MV and song and lyrics :D I'm addict to it. When I listen to it I always thing about BooJae ^^ And I wanna know who plays in this MV cuz the boy is cute :P

And Evan's (HoSuk) - Man are also helpless is beautiful too ^^ Both MV and song :)

Happy late SE7EN's 4th anniversary :D Dong Wookie Fighting!

KYAAAAA! I finally took back package from my friend :D And it's amazing *_* I still can't believe these pretty stuff are mine now :D Gosh! I almost died when I saw it ^^'
I LOVE Dong Bang Shin Ki ♥

♥♥♥JaeJoong♥♥♥

And the light in a tunnel appeared ^^ Maybe everything will be ok. There's a hope :)

But I still can't be on-line as often as before so you must forgive me for not commenting yor posts ^^' When things goes back to normal I'll fully return ^^

Love you all my Friends ^^